Category Archives: Self-Destructive

#422 – 5 haiku

5 Haiku     on his own grave’s edge he waits in sad defiance daring life to end     a window open disinterested, he stares at the floor instead     so many gray hairs his beard looks like … Continue reading

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#381 – 3 Haiku

3 Haiku   standing in the rain umbrella doesn’t work; no shelter from my thoughts     hours like stone, grow so heavy through my night when sleep rolls away from me       so many churches all boarded … Continue reading

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#203 of 365 – “melee”

“melee”    truth like thunder breaks into my bones   with a rain of crushing consequences heavy like stones   I am a liar through denial and blatant omission   my trustworthiness a ghost, an unstable apparition   I linger, … Continue reading

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