Tag Archives: Envy

#369 – 5 Haiku

5 Haiku     the future feeding on today’s fiery goodbyes trees crying their leaves       hunger in the swamps of regret; so many ways for your days to drown       bitter moods press in fold … Continue reading

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#341 of 365 – “muddied and drawn”

 “muddied and drawn”   I feel angry today and by my own bitterness, defamed buried in envy beneath the rotten sod of shame I don’t like me like this a sunless twist of grays my neglected prayers hiding in alleys … Continue reading

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#293 of 365 – “dirt and scratches”

“dirt and scratches”   here it comes this envy rushing in like the cold as if I’ve opened up a memory to some nightmare in the fold   I thought it flattened degraded a storm that had died but it … Continue reading

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#185 of 365 – “insensate”

“insensate”   my feet drag heavy the air feels soiled and thick   my mind crawls beneath an envy I would rather not admit   I am sickened by feelings of worthlessness I try to swallow and hide   poisoned … Continue reading

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