Tag Archives: Self-Worth

#391 – “locked hands”

“locked hands”   I make stupid mistakes that twist up my esteem crack my tiny boat with paddles already lost downstream I fold up into nothing toss myself in the trash drive my thinking right into the black till I … Continue reading

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#381 – 3 Haiku

3 Haiku   standing in the rain umbrella doesn’t work; no shelter from my thoughts     hours like stone, grow so heavy through my night when sleep rolls away from me       so many churches all boarded … Continue reading

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#370 – 2 Haiku

2 Haiku   the road of dreams is paved with nightmares of failure and falters of faith     so many tunnels stretched out together; daylight always visible  

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#358 of 365 – 4 Haiku

4 Haiku     one step forward―right into the mud; is this the path God wants me on?      clouds empty of coins pennies don’t really fall from heaven…just water      have faith, they tell me faith that … Continue reading

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#341 of 365 – “muddied and drawn”

 “muddied and drawn”   I feel angry today and by my own bitterness, defamed buried in envy beneath the rotten sod of shame I don’t like me like this a sunless twist of grays my neglected prayers hiding in alleys … Continue reading

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#323 of 365 – 3 Haiku

3 Haiku     thin feathers so slight tossed everywhere by the wind no real direction     bits of sound so faint there are no echoes to share of self-confidence     watching trails of smoke disappearing in the … Continue reading

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#316 of 365 – 4 Haiku

4 Haiku     orange in the clouds trying to stay later than the sun is willing       my money spills out evaporates like water as I dance for rain       fine silver dust falls away … Continue reading

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#293 of 365 – “dirt and scratches”

“dirt and scratches”   here it comes this envy rushing in like the cold as if I’ve opened up a memory to some nightmare in the fold   I thought it flattened degraded a storm that had died but it … Continue reading

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#185 of 365 – “insensate”

“insensate”   my feet drag heavy the air feels soiled and thick   my mind crawls beneath an envy I would rather not admit   I am sickened by feelings of worthlessness I try to swallow and hide   poisoned … Continue reading

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